February 11, 2007The dance Brings Out The Worst In EveryoneDie Angel Die! You know everyone He paid off his girlfriend with $5 dollars and didnt talk to her the whole night, I think its time to break up.
Posted on 02/11/2007 12:26 PM Comments (0)
February 10, 2007A Simple Valentine Could Change Someones LifeA world without love would be love. No one ever sends me Valentines, no one ever says "Happy Valentines Day Ashley!" No one cares. So I've taken up the habit of not caring either. So for everyone who cares about me, happy Valentines day, I hope you have a wonderful one. And for everyone who doesnt care, go away.
The Freak you never reconize
Posted on 02/10/2007 7:15 PM Comments (2)
February 2, 2007Why Is It I Drink Starbucks To Help Me Sleep?I'm so tired, but I just cant fall asleep. Starbucks is next to me, and the shower I took to get make up off of my body didnt work completely. The photoshoot went well. I wont be posting pictures from it for awhile though.....I do have three up though, only one was taken by the photographer. I'm on myspace talking to J.Baxter, he's really nice. Fall Out Boy is coming out of my speakers only like a small buzzing in the back of my mind, focusing on things other then what it should be on. I dont know if I want to model anymore, I dont know what I want to do. First, I want to be a model, then a hair stylist, then a make up artist, then a photographer, then a designer, then, nothing. I just want to be a black spot among millions of others. The buzzning coming out of my ears is nothing more then my conscience moving out and to another person. No one is here to help me with desicions. "Its all up to you Ashley" They all say. Why cant it be up to them, for once. "We can either throw watermelon at you or draw on you" "Well I dont know, either one" "You choose one Ashley" "Cant you choose for me?" "No, this is your desicion not mine." Every memory flooded back when he started talking. The camera flashes and the only thing that happened was a blank face and small buzzes of voices calling to me and telling me good job, keep going. I keep moving, changing my exspression absent mindedly. This
Posted on 02/02/2007 10:23 PM Comments (1)
Too much make up and the Camera flashesI'm waiting to start taking pictures for a photoshoot. I'm typing away on the make up artists (The photographers sister) lap top because shes totally awesome. I take free pictures for my portfolio and the photographer gets free pictures for her portfolio. Yes, for those of you who dont know, I want to be a model. Dont hate me or anything. If you have something bad to say, dont say it because I dont care. If you have something good to say, then go ahead and tell me. I need as much confidence for this shoot as possible. Comment and buzz. Drop me a note and send me a message. I have to go take pictures now. Love you guys! Ashley
Posted on 02/02/2007 7:14 PM Comments (0)
January 28, 2007WTF is this about? Its funny thoughAn Unusual Series of Events Leads to the Death of a Popular Band
In a recent flame thrower incident, Panic! At the disco member Ryan Ross, to the horror and shock of many dedicated fans,
was horribly burned in his facial area, and was transported to the hospital, where he received skin transplants, which spared his life, but unfortunately, did not spare his notoriously attractive features. His concerned band mates would hardly leave his side, but finally departed from the hospitalized Ross to attend a fundraiser for the “Save the Llamas Foundation” at a local zoo. Crowds gathered to see the anticipated performance, but, amongst the screaming fans, somehow, disaster took hold. Although employees currently draw no conclusions as to how the cage was opened, a chimpanzee was suddenly loose in the audience, and it headed directly for the stage. Passerby looked on with expressions of strained horror as the enraged primate descended on lead singer and guitarist Brendon Urie, who took no notice of the coming attack. When the animal struck his terrified target, it took no hesitation in its attack plan. With foam at the mouth, it plunged its hand into the throat of Urie, pulling out the singer’s treasured vocal chords and killing its victim on the spot. When Police came, they found no evidence of the chimpanzee being purposefully let out, and the case was dismissed as a mere unfortunate coincidence. The chimpanzee was expected to be put to death, but the two other band members, guitarist Jon Walker and drummer Spencer Smith, took hold of the situation and pleaded ownership of the criminal chimp. The two later left with their new primate friend, Jon stating before his departure, “It came as no surprise to us that Brendon came to his death today. Seriously, like, he had it coming. And we don’t blame the chimp, in fact, we totally, like, love this monkey now. I decided I’m going to name it Juan. Juan the chimp.” The band’s bodyguard fell behind the departing (and now shrunken) band, and he later took to the empty chimpanzee cage, taking on a new life as a primate to rid him of the guilt he felt for Urie’s death. As if reverse evolution was taking place, he began to take on ape-like qualities, such as scratching of his underarms, incessant screeching, and rapid hair growth all in the matter of five minutes. Although it seemed that the antics of this popular band was over for the moment, it was not yet over-later that night the police were consumed in a high-speed chase, which lasted nearly an hour down a Las Vegas high way. The police soon caught up to the speeding vehicle, a stolen cherry-red Volkswagen Bug, and forced the driver to pull over to the side of the road. The police were shocked to find a familiar face at the wheel-it was Juan, the chimpanzee who had murdered Urie just that morning. The passenger, Jon Walker, was intoxicated to the point where he vomited on the police officer upon exiting the vehicle, and suspicious officers began a search of the vehicle. The trunk was opened, and in it they found a corpse, which was later identified as friend and Panic! At the Disco band member Spencer Smith. The corpse fashioned a dirty t-shirt which read “jwalk owns my ass”, and its clothing and shoes were bulbous with secret stashes of various different drugs. After facing trial on January 18, 2007, Walker was sentenced to a total of 25 years in prison. However, he was destined for an unusual demise just as his friends were, for he died by being stabbed through the throat with a toothbrush by his cellmate, who despised Walker’s constant theft of his treasured bobby pins. Upon the imprisonment (and decease) of his legal owner, Juan the chimpanzee came into the care of still hospitalized Ross. Ross was delighted for this new friend in his time of mourning and, in his case, intense pain in his injuries, but Juan was not as pleased. Within fifteen minutes of coming into Ross’s care, Juan was driven insane by his new owner’s horrible deformity, and brutally ripped apart the face doctors and worked endlessly to replace, leaving Ross dead, just as his friends had come to be. And so came about the death of a young but epic band, and a funeral is to be held for each of the band members on the date of February 3, 2007. Retrieved from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_of_a_Band
What. The. Fuck.
Posted on 01/28/2007 3:28 PM Comments (3)
January 26, 2007I cant believe I lied just to say hi
Do you guys know who is really hot?
No, not Adam, I dont like him anymore......sorry fangirlies. I like (Insert however you spell his last name) International. Well, his name is Dan.....if you go to my school you know who he is, hes really good at basketball, looks like a guy me and my friend nicknamed duckie. But we dont need to discuss that, I'm sorry. If you know who he is, then please dont tell anyone, even if you dont know who he is dont tell anyone. I trust you guys. Leave my pictures comments, buzz them, anything. Peace Cheese Slice
Posted on 01/26/2007 6:13 PM Comments (0)
January 21, 2007All emos should make a new journal friendMonster Trucks last night, they were amazingly awesome, I loved it.
He's so awesome
Posted on 01/21/2007 10:55 AM Comments (1)
December 31, 2006Past Times Are Just Broken Hearts and Blood Stained ClothesI know I've said this before but, Josh Farro is like WHOA!!! Hes Hot! And Paramore is the BEST band in the World! I hope to see them live and cant wait for there new album! I think you guys should be friends with my best friend! She LOVES Ryan Ross and Panic! At The Disco...I cant remeber her name at the moment but In a second it'll come to me. Happy 2007 and dont forget to ring in the New Year with drinks,parties,puke,and hang overs! Haha,anyway, You guys need to stay yourselfs no matter what you friends (or enemies) tell you, k? Have you ever walked in 'Audrey style' shoes? You know, the really high ones? The Emo maniac who ecscaped from a mental institute Ashley
Posted on 12/31/2006 7:29 PM Comments (1)
December 29, 2006When All You Know How To Do Is Hate, Will You Learn To Love For Me?
So,hair extensions are exspensive ($200) and I have a lot of convincing to do in order to get the hair extensions. I'm getting bright yellow, light pink, blood red, and acid green. *Insert Evil Laugh Here*
Anyway, how are you guys? I feel like I've been talking about me and only me. I keep asking questions. I keep whining. I keep being the true brat I am. Guess what? I bought two tiaras today!! Haha, I look like a freakin' princess....a Trashy Life wannabe princess! Anyway.....all I want to know for now is what are your New Years resolutions? Mine? Are you going to keep them? Are you planning to become vegan? I've tried, its hard. Are planning to be more emo? Haha,I'm so emo right now..... Go away.... See you on New Years Eve!! The Band Wagons Full So Please Catch Another Ashley
Posted on 12/29/2006 10:55 PM Comments (0)
Would The World End If We Were Apart?
Pressure - Track 2 on All We Know Is Falling
tell me where our time went and if it was time well spent just don't let me fall asleep feeling empty again cause I fear I might break and I fear I can't take it tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty I can feel the pressure, it's getting closer now now that I'm losing hope some things I'll never know I can feel the pressure, it's getting closer now I think we have an emergency I think we have an emergency if you thought I'd leave then you were wrong cause I won't stop holding on so are you listening? so are you watching me? if you thought I'd leave then you were wrong cause I won't stop holding on this is an emergency, so are you listening? and I can't pretend that I don't see this it's really not your fault and no one cares to talk about it, to talk about it cause I've seen love die way too many times when it deserves to be alive I've seen you cry way too many times when you deserve to be alive, alive... so you give up every chance you get just to feel new again I think we have an emergency I think we have an emergency and you do your best to show me love but you don't know what love is so are you listening? so are you watching me? well I can't pretend that I don't see this it's really not your fault and no one cares to talk about it, to talk about it cause I've seen love die way too many times when it deserved to be alive I've seen you cry way too many times when you deserve to be alive, alive... the scars, they will not fade away and no one cares to talk about it, to talk about it cause I've seen love die way too many times when it deserved to be alive and I've seen you cry way too many times when you deserve to be alive, alive... *Paramore* PS Josh Farro is like whoa Ashley
Posted on 12/29/2006 10:30 AM Comments (0)
December 26, 2006EmoREAD THIS: Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyoneare you laughing? Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?im not laughing Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS keep on laughing Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons lifewithout knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS keep on laughing if you agree put this on ur blog and advise others to do so
Posted on 12/26/2006 9:18 PM Comments (3)
Is it almost New Years? My record needs to be cleared.....So, Hot Topic was good to me. I got a
Hot Topic is amazing and the people are awesome. Making a slide show/movie of Trashy Life, Jac Vanek, and Hanna Beth (Maybe Hanna).....who else should I make one of? Post them on youtube and on here. Boom! Patrick Stump being weird is the funniest audio clip I've ever heard...then again....if you listen to Fed Ex's music then that is laugh worthy...as long as you cant here it...... That will become the new death sentance, they'll play his cd until you die....but you'd die within the first 20 seconds so no need to worry. :) So,how are you guys? Are your Holidays going well? I hope so.... Well, considering the fact I'm going to go do a photoshoot by myself (I love taking pictures like 50% more then yesterday) and the pictures usually turn out well....I think I'm bored. Somethings to check out:
Alright guys,have fun and dont die. Everyones a let down it just depends on how far down they can go Ashley
Posted on 12/26/2006 6:24 PM Comments (0)
December 25, 2006Merry Christmas,I could care lessHello everybody! I hope you had a wonderful Christmas and a very merry holidays!! A few notes from the bottom of my empty mind:
Your a sell out but you couldnt even do that right Ashley
Posted on 12/25/2006 6:16 PM Comments (0)
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