ILY McKenna and Bailey!!

Who wants to come over and ave a party tonight?

Who cares if its Sunday, I dont have school tommorow and sure you dont either.

So, call

651-did-you-really-think-i'd-give-you-my-number?

okey dokey?

E-mail- lovexlikexwhoa@yahoo.com

AIM- trashylife21

Um.....what else......talk to me and we'll throw a party together.
It'll be fun.

I'm making a video, right now, yeah, anyway, KELSEY!!

Your coming over tonight!

Call me hun, cause I'm bored.

Loves,
Ashley

Add me

Die Angel Die!

You know everyone loves hates you, so stop saying the oppisite.

He paid off his girlfriend with $5 dollars and didnt talk to her the whole night, I think its time to break up.

A world without love would be love.
Valentines day is my worst holiday, no one cares about me that day, they all say I'm the outcast of Valentines day because I'm ugly, and you know what?

I disagree.
I agree.

No one ever sends me Valentines, no one ever says "Happy Valentines Day Ashley!" No one cares. So I've taken up the habit of not caring either. So for everyone who cares about me, happy Valentines day, I hope you have a wonderful one. And for everyone who doesnt care, go away.

The Scene Queen

Ashley

Your best friend

Your worst enemy

The Freak you never reconize

I'm so tired, but I just cant fall asleep.

Starbucks is next to me, and the shower I took to get make up off of my body didnt work completely.

The photoshoot went well. I wont be posting pictures from it for awhile though.....I do have three up though, only one was taken by the photographer.

I'm on myspace talking to J.Baxter, he's really nice.

Fall Out Boy is coming out of my speakers only like a small buzzing in the back of my mind, focusing on things other then what it should be on.

I dont know if I want to model anymore, I dont know what I want to do. First, I want to be a model, then a hair stylist, then a make up artist, then a photographer, then a designer, then, nothing. I just want to be a black spot among millions of others.

The buzzning coming out of my ears is nothing more then my conscience moving out and to another person. No one is here to help me with desicions. "Its all up to you Ashley" They all say. Why cant it be up to them, for once.

"We can either throw watermelon at you or draw on you"

"Well I dont know, either one"

"You choose one Ashley"

"Cant you choose for me?"

"No, this is your desicion not mine."

Every memory flooded back when he started talking.

The camera flashes and the only thing that happened was a blank face and small buzzes of voices calling to me and telling me good job, keep going. I keep moving, changing my exspression absent mindedly.

This  is  isnt what I want to do.

I'm waiting to start taking pictures for a photoshoot. I'm typing away on the make up artists (The photographers sister) lap top because shes totally awesome. I take free pictures for my portfolio and the photographer gets free pictures for her portfolio. Yes, for those of you who dont know, I want to be a model. Dont hate me or anything. If you have something bad to say, dont say it because I dont care. If you have something good to say, then go ahead and tell me.

I need as much confidence for this shoot as possible.

Comment and buzz.

Drop me a note and send me a message.

I have to go take pictures now.

Love you guys!

Ashley